I cry endless tears
I feel my heart sinking
my soul giving up…
is this what I’m here for,
is this my purpose
does he not see my sorrow feel my pain…
I cry, help me I cry
help me i scream
this birden is to much…
I can bare it no more
my cries my screams go unheard.
Oh why has he forsaken me
Am I not his child
Am I not derseving
I curse myself
I curse at HiM
I go back
begging and pleading
help me
why wont he help me
I’m slowly loosing the battle but like a true soldier I draw strength and
face it this is the end of the road this is what it has come to father
forgive me forgive me father.
Written By Nosipho Zulu